3 Unknown Characteristics

As we all know everybody has some characteristics that are hidden, or we can say that people who are close to us know these characteristics. These characteristics can sometimes be funny, sometimes bad, or absurd. We generally don't want our traits that are bad, or absurd. Even we abstain to tell them ourselves. Being afraid of something, our weaknesses, or our habits.

The thing that makes me afraid most is being lonely and having no friend. I'm afraid of this because a nobody wants to be lonely and a lonely person cannot talk to anybody and this situation puts someone in depression. I can’t share my feelings and thoughts when I don’t have any friend around me. This is a disgusting thing since I cannot share my feelings or thoughts I keep those problems to myself and this irritates and makes me frustrated. If I don’t have close friends and can’t talk to anybody, this situation makes me feel uneasy and depressed. So I should have a person to talk, but only a normal friend isn't enough for this. I should have a close friend to whom I can reveal my naked heart. Loneliness generally occurs when we go to another city because of my father’s occupation. We go different cities in at least 3 years and adjusting to a new city, new friends, and all kind of new things is a really hard stuff. I do sports if I don’t have any friend to talk or share my feelings and thoughts. Sports help me get rid of my problems, forget them and discharge myself. Moreover while doing sports I can meet with new people and adopt new friends.

Even if I have a huge body I sometimes can be too much sensitive. This happens when lots of things come over me. Sometimes I can't cope with problems and while in this depression I can be sensitive. I may take offense a normal thing and cry a little bit. Although I don’t believe much in zodiac, my sensitivity may result from my astrological sign, cancer. People who are interested in zodiac know that cancer people are generally sensitive and take something amiss easily. I listen to music that expresses my feelings when I’m sensitive. Songs that goes on with sensitivity are emotional and I listen to them. I keep out of tense atmosphere since I can give harm to people around me. I don't like to sadden people so I try to keep out of feverish athmospheres in order not to break someone's heart.

I like being alone if I have a problem, or sad about something. This allows me to calm myself down. I generally go out and walk when something like that occurs. I think of the events that I experienced and do self-criticism. I listen to music that goes with my mood. I find myself in that songs, especially Sagopa Kajmer and Kolera.

It is better for you to approach me carefully when I’m in a bad mood. Otherwise this may not be good for you :) Besides you can know me better if you spend time with me. You can observe every attitude of me if you spend lots of time with me and do activity with me. Good bye for now :)